is tespu is

try to defy tespu try to deny tespu try to define tespu   Is Tespu construct or consciousness? illness or illumination? nurtured or neutered ? nuclear or unclear?   There’s an octopus on the face of Tespu eight-tentacled tongue of tespu black hole mouth of tespu eating word salad boats of  tespu spewing hot glossolalia of tespu tasting cunt and cadence of Tespu bent spoons cooking canon of Tespu   smoke the brittle hair of tespu tap into the vein of tespu snort the special sand of tespu   relax de-mutate drift into the neon fog of tespu   see … Continue reading is tespu is

unremarkable note from Tespu to TesTu: reads –

  Tespu switches to red cigarettes a defiant smoking mesh with mars “burning chef” TesTu says “is stumbling out of hamburger sections.” Tespu knows TesTu is not yet known there is then a soya bean man who “deserves to choke on a straw” for not giving old madre a seat on the shuttle /tespu almost jokes with bald nurse about heroin filled drinking straws for madre/ somewhere, strawberry man and his sirens are reading lost texts of TesTu TesTu on a boat to Ubud TesTu to bed an oboe TesTu on a boar to igloo TesTu to bed an oblong … Continue reading unremarkable note from Tespu to TesTu: reads –

tespus friend chicken

Tespu sucking feet of chicken nibbling breast meat of chicken not into wings but thigh of chicken Thai chicken tie chicken B.D.S.M chicken Big Drum Stick Marinated chickens Cluck of tespu Puck of tespu Cock of tespu Chick of tespu Tespu Kill Friend Chicken Kin. Family. Chicken Karaage Friend Chicken K K K fucking chickens white not golden white not brown white not black ginseng chicken Tespus Friend Chicken Crossing road with Chicken Running headless with chicken Trying to fly with chicken Giving flour to chicken Massaging oil on chicken Finger, licking, chicken. Continue reading tespus friend chicken


white noise in my right hand it touches the three nights of stations past when we left the spherical place, the forest of innards white noise in the hole of palm shaping dire absence defining silence maybe we leave behind the child-women the painted faces, the lurid sex in cabin with luna now, we are rain bound from night coach turning unto runway,  unto airfields of departure consciousness madre-complex is with us like feeble aura in us like dendrites, like comatose we are vacuums in a tunnel in a pipe dream vehicle we are moving in sideway buildings on wheels … Continue reading coordinates

collapse in the room of spheres and circles

  “I find solace in the body of tespu I take him in the train ass high like native morphia his mouth is full of Luna his head is full of girls from Ho “   __   what is this madre-complex? voice, trickling in from remote medical centers   I’m in the upper cylinder room waiting for the train that runs past the forest of stomachs into darkness into that other third world   i’m in the circular room cutting off ties with drug dealers studying the splatter map of cup cakes destroyed by domestic violence   i’m in … Continue reading collapse in the room of spheres and circles

ttespus – young convent girls

musique concrete spoken word manipulation  electronics (ttespus is heard stirring his beverage) while reminiscing: “young convent girls as peacocks young convent girls as vultures young convent girls as eagles young convent girls as little penguins young convent girls on boats young convent girls on taxis?trees?trains? (inaudible/incoherent) busses etcetera etcetera.” (ttespus is heard burping, then shuffling his feet) Continue reading ttespus – young convent girls

the failing mall

  I’ve become a cesspool of house husbands wielding a mop of fresh hair scouring elegant bodies for breastmilk   mah children have outgrown their petri dishes so like sulking pigs, i put them to roast in Sahara gardens   mongrel merchants disappoint me with the shells of empty basement wives their platelets veering wildly off course their skin ruined by rope marks   I’ve become a gene pool of false servants wallowing before weakling walls discontent with counting sheep   where do I find proper pain killers where do i score olivia’s oil? where do I find properly wrapped … Continue reading the failing mall