“there will be a second primitive age
of flesh marked by the aftermath of fire
ships, built from deadwood,
dense with soot and sickness
It will take us from the dark of somewhere, to nowhere
escape routes mired in ancient ocean floors
risen like a sub terrestrial creature
a mystery, sanctified by darkness”
I
this is not like the merriment of a time before
where food was served to the elderly
laughter and harmony between tables
perhaps we thought we were safe in our wooden towers
high above the unnamed chaos
I stood before ladders that brought us to our peaks
but somewhere within me
there was no rest
I clutched a white book
a remedy still trapped between its pages
the weak could not ascend
there were people with dead limbs, waiting
we had left them alone
left them to the ruins of the land
no one else seemed to care
I felt helpless
while there were elevators
they could not work
steel doors sealed shut
machineries of hope, silenced
father then, called me from a place beyond
“mother has been friendly to me” he said
together, in their quiet, I knew they were safe
II
we are not safe here anymore
our commander, despite his militant stature
is wet from sweat and toxins
sunken in bed, clamouring in slow motion
this wooden shelter is not like before
the walls are now blackened with decay
soiled by septic rain
damned by fierce damp winds
I call up drones for oversight
where are our scientists? our doctors?
the admin woman demands departure
there are not enough survivors onboard
a man enters our doorless room
flustered and frustrated
”with all your tech you could not find us!?”
his frightened daughter in tow
they were last to arrive
III
we set sail
either by sea or air, I cannot say
the lands of our fathers are failing
our depleted passengers are weak
we may or may not be on a star ship
the admin woman
reads out a full name from a black book
is this my white book, transformed?
those with the same surname step forth
thin, lightless boys, waiting in line to suffer
something isn’t right
I intervene, calling out a longer name
belonging to a boy I knew from before
‘he who was killed on the roads’
and yet,
here he is, emerging and eager to be sacrificed again
he steps through the disappointed throng
they must return to their benches
the boy who is called must go to his nest
he climbs into a black box
his life, an echo, dropping into depths
IV
at the end of journeys
In stillness, I am
time unravelling
ages pass
the ship shall become a monolith
a massive monument on uncertain seas
a great black casket of asteroid rock
bodies and forms of dead gods are chiseled from its sides
such an ancient mystery, a necromantic ark, mad not by human hands
an ancient ship from the star fields of death and destruction
from the foreign tomb
the boy will voice out as an old man
a distant calling, a muted thunder, a language unknown to the bloodlines of men
the ship shall grow with primitive dread
a mass, a complex, armour corroding,
old granite structures, sullen with soot
“this is our ark for a new olden age”
the ship shall sway on thick, lifeless waters
the sky, a blackened canopy of cremations
ashes of kings and newborns, geological entities choking the heavens
our progress reduced to tar and oil and blood of the earth
calling to shore where I stand
the corpse of the ark lolls into another
like the remains of worlds colliding
then
that which was below us
will be that which is before us
there will be only night
and the sea floor, our eternal deathbeds
Will be the only land in sight
wasted, writhing, the beginning of another time
ages pass
time unravels
in stillness, I am
at the end of journeys
the lighthouse keeper for a lost species